I take the blame

If blood stops flowing to my heart from all of this heartache,
don't blame yourself,
blame me,
Blame me for agreeing to this
when any other time I am indecisive
blame me for not walking away,
and not given it a second thought
blame me for allowing this to manifest
into something bigger than the both of us
blame me for taking you seriously
when love to me was a joke,
blame me for allowing you to make a woman out of me,
when my maturity didn't step up to the plate
blame me for contractually cooperating
when I don't sign anything without reading it first
blame me for looking in into your eyes
and seeing a part of you that was reserved
blame me for for taking you to level of jaded reality
when we both know we don't live in the matrix
blame me for allowing you to love someone else
when your love is monotheistic
blame me for falling in love
when the result is me pointing the finger at myself.....
So don't blame yourself......
I take the blame.....

-Niesha